****update:june 2012****I have to have a revision. sucks bum and not in a way that makes me happy either! ugh.
****news march 31 2012***i'm home and healing. I HAVE A VAGINA!! I was kind of dissapointed in San francisco but the surgical exprience was awesome. Now it's all about healing!****
"Do not say "I have found the truth", but rather "I have found a truth"" from the prophet, by kahlil gibran. For me, that is what my journey is all about, finding my truth. I'll admit that I've agonized emotionally over trying to assimilate myself to someone else's truth, only to find that I am somewhat lacking. Thats a lesson in and of itself though. I am not here to fulfill your desires and to be who you wish me to be. As to my Journey, i've been on hormones since December of '05. The effects are slow but nice. Skin texture change, some lessing of body hair (thank the lord!), breast growth (yay for boobies, i'm working on a C cup!!), and redistribution of body fat (to give me more feminine curves ). Emotionally, I've been coming to terms with myself since 2003 or so, and while I've figured out a lot about me, I realize I've still much to learn. Sexually speaking, I'm a big ole bottom, which means, for those that might question it, that I dont stick my parts inside yours (okay maybe fingers ), and i also dont like to receive oral stimulation of 'those parts'. You see i'm not entirly comfortable with my "unfeminine boy parts", or the social pressures to use it. Though we do have a working relationship of sorts. I've started hair removal, but it will be a long process as well. i've got lots. I dont live full time, which means i dont present myself as a woman in my everyday life. It's something I will do, but i'm not quite at that point yet...or perhaps i'm just scared and feeling vulnerable...perhaps both. and who knows i may never present in a way that makes you feel comfortable. I may never be the woman of your fantasies! I"m just trying to be me. My relationship of almost 4 years has ended.
Matrix, Never Ending Story, Chronicles of Narnia, Secret of Nimh, The Notebook, Ever After, How to Lose a Guy in 10 days, Jurrasic Park, What the Bleep Do We Know, Final Fantasy Advent Children,
fantasy novels, Jim Butcher, Codex Alera, Mercedes Lacky, The Last Herold Mage Trilogy,
Games, ps2, ps3, RPGs, TableTop (D&D,Exalted), Read, Write, Food, Laughter