Guys: I'll be your friend, but I have a man i am perfectly happy with. Female companionship is what I crave. Ladies: his link is http://users.adultspace.com/darkgurgi I HOPE YOU LIKE WHAT YOU SEE :) Naturally dirty blonde hair that has been dyed too many times is kept in a tight French twist. My face lightly dusted with freckles and plain blue eyes, separated by a slightly up - turned nose. My full, not quite pouty lips, I think, are the best facial feature I have, despite the scar that splits my lower lip. My skin is pale and seems to flaunt every scar I have. More than generously endowed, my full figured breasts fit snuggly in a thirty-eight F. My legs were thick and fairly long. My feet, while not professionally manicured, are well cared for. My heels are smooth, my nails are polished. my right foot is decorated with a delicate silver anklet and matching toe ring. Worship me, obey me, do as I say, and I will be your slave. Respect my desires as I do yours. All that you want, I want for you. Let us grow together, connect without boundaries, without judgment, without jealousy, or guilt. I live with no regret and love unconditionally. Give youself freely to me and I will be yours. Share your life with me; and I will lay my life in your hands. Your dreams, your fears, your hopes and your failures are mine as well. Accept me for all that I am, for all that I will become, and for all that I will never be, as I have accepted you. My dear friend, love me as I love you... I hesitate, if at all, to define myself as submissive. I am a masochist; a whore. It is a deep seeded desire which echoes the very nature of my being. I have an intensely internal, aching craving for pain, humiliation, dehumanization at my core. Strip me. Bare me. Break me. Take me to my limits, and shatter them. Total submission…nothing less... of mind, body and spirit. To be merely flogged and whipped is shallow in its meaning and connection is fallow. To elate and enhance my inner self, I must give in, give up and trust. Only then am I able to gain a liberating experience. Self, at a more primal stratum, is what I seek to attain. A place where there is no need for lucidity, where social and environmental conditioning no longer exist. I do not simply seek pain, but rather, someone to understand the nature of this whimpering, desperate female tearfully begging for it. Perfer et obdura; dolor hic tibi proderit olim. ~ Be patient and tough; some day this pain will be useful to you.